i've decided.

[Shadewing]

Dusky had been rather dull for the past moon, after learning of Lionfur's death and kit. During that moon she had scarcely talked to any cats but herself, and she was full of sorrow. she knew that she couldn't hang around WindClan anymore, eating their prey that they needed so much, and taking their herbs for her messed up front leg which didn't look cureable anymore. It stenched of infection that Ash's herbs couldn't take care of.

She trod over to Ash and Morningcloud. They were both happy mates now. "I can't stay here any longer," Dusky spilled after a moment's hesitation. She knew where she needed to go now. The twoleg's horseplace. She had grown up in one of those, and used her powerful limbs to catch the birds. And, maybe the twolegs would be kind enough to fix her leg. "I'm going to the horseplace, so I'm always nearby, but I don't bother the Clans anymore. I used to live in one of those, and it would make me happy to go back there."

She wasn't sure if they were going to try to make her stay, or let her do what she chose. She hoped the later, because she wasn't ready for anger and sadness if she needed to fight them to get what they want. "I just wanted to say goodbye to you two and WindClan."

[Twilight]

Ash, the former ShadowClan medicine cat who had been known a Ashenanarchy, looked up. His blue eyes met Dusky's gems, and blinked. Obviously her leg was almost beyond repair, and most of the herbs they were applying weren't necesarily working on them. He nodded, thinking this best. "Twolegs can perform a lot more miracles of healing than what we cats can. I'm not entirely sure why it is, but that is how it is. You'd be best off going there. I was going to suggest it, but some of the cats I talked to shot me down fearing I might anger you." He licked his paw and ran it over his ear. A random thought tickled his mind. Will I ever be able t go back to ShadowClan? Obviously none of the other clans are comfortable around a rogue medicine cat, but...

[Shadewing]

"Yes, that's one of the things I have in mind. The nest is twoleg territory, so you're always welcome. It's my last chance, and I'm sure I'll live a good life." Dusky assured the old ShadowClan medicine cat, though she was hoping herself that everything would turn out alright. She purred. "I miss the barn. I'm so happy that I'm going to return.."

[short post forgive me please :c]