I Need to Talk to You, Milkydew

[Shadewing]

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[bg=33ccff][cs=7] Who: Seamist the unloved When: Just after Milkydew comes back from meeting Destinycall Word Count: 123 Notes: ;-; Seamist is unlooooooooved. "Milkydew," Seamist croaked out, her voice hoarse. She hadn't used it for about a day or two. "Milkydew, I need to talk to you. Come over here." Seamist looked at the white warrior, the one she was so in love with. It broke her heart to think he didn't love her. But she was sure it was true. No matter what Seamist wanted to believe, what she wanted to be true, she was sure. Milkydew had been avoiding her lately. Well, not just lately. Ever since the battle, he'd been avoiding her. But especially lately. But the sad thing was, Seamist still loved him. With all her heart, she loved him. And she knew he would never love her that way. Not anymore.

[Shadewing]

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Kit - Milkydew on high [After his meeting]
Time - An hourr after Icefur's death, after his 'fun' with Destinycall
Words - 290
Notes - 200 words ya know Also I may not have school tommorow, the snoe is so thick <3

Milkydew slowly padded into camp. Icefur was dead, and he had just done 'it' with Destinycall. 'Jeez...' He thought as he saw Seamist. 'I really hope she doesn't find out... I still love her, but...' He stopped. Icefur's body lay outside her den. If Seamist was feeling up to it, he'd ask her to help bury Icefur.

He padded forwards, his heartbeat slow, as if wanting to join his sister in Starclan. But he couldn't bear to look at her. She had been fine the day before... Why now? Why had Starclan claimed her... She had known something to stop Seamist's kits, but apparently Seamist at first wanted to keep them.

Milkydew's white body appeared in camp, barely noticeable against the snow that lightly sprinkled the camp now. He heard Seamist, and slowly waded through the snow towards her.

He nuzzled her gently, he still loved her, but he was a hypocrite, he had been angry at her for flirting with a rogue, and yet what he had done was almost the same... Milkydew looked down at the younger she-cat, she was looking down -she always had been for these past few moons.

"Yes?" He asked her timidly. She was sad, very, and didn't need him to rain on her parade by saying he had a mate, so he would just play along and possibly make her his mate... But was that against the warrior code?

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[bg=33ccff][cs=7] Who: Seamist the depressed When: Just after Milkydew comes back from meeting Destinycall Word Count: 234 Notes: Milkydew, I still love you even if you don't love me... Seamist looked up at the cat she loved, even though she knew he hated her. She wondered what their life would have been like if it hadn't be for Crueleye. She hated him, for what he had done to her. For how he'd wrecked any chance of a relationship with Milkydew. "Milkydew..." she said, gazing up at him. "Look...I...I know you don't love me. I know that something about me must make you want to recoil in horror, something about me just makes your fur crawl. But, I love you all the same." She stared at the ground, a tear welling in her eye. "I know you said you'd pretend to be these kits' father but there's no point. I know you hate them as much as you hate me. So, don't let me make more trouble for you." Seamist looked at the ground, following a beetle near her paw. "But if there's anything I can do to make you happier... I'll leave the Clan, take the kits back to their father. Or maybe I'll kill myself, or something. Anything to please you." "I'd do anything you want." she said, lifting her gaze to meet his. "If you'd just say that there's a part of you that just doesn't hate me. Just a small part. Then I'd be happy to do anything for you." She closed her eyes and let a single tear roll onto the ground.

[Shadewing]

Kit - Milkydew
Words - 211
Muse - Fair
Time - After the meeting
Notes - Snow is falling, all around us~

Milkydew listened to Seamist. He felt his own eyes well up with tears. He felt as if he had betrayed Seamist by having a relationship with Destinycall... But, even though she said to ignore any she-cat who took an interest in him, he couldn't deny Seamist, he loved her more than any other cat.

"Seamist... What could bring you to think I hate you?" Milkydew asked, nuzzling her gently. "I could never hate the she-cat I love..." He said, licking her head gently. HE drank in her scent, and sighed gently.

"And the kits... I don't care if they are another tom's... I shall raise them and treat them as my own... That is what any tom who loves a she-cat would do..." Milkydew said. "And I intend to make you my mate..."

'Oh mousedung... What have I done? I've just gone and dug myself worlds largest hole... Way to go idiot!' Milkydew bit his tongue as not to speak. What was he going to do now? Oh dear, he'd just gotten himself into deep s***.

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[bg=33ccff][cs=7] Who: Seamist the confused When: Just after Milkydew comes back from meeting Destinycall Word Count: 223 Notes: lol I iz a confuzzled Seamist D8 Um. Err. What? This was not right. It was not meant to happen. Milkydew was not meant to still love her. He was meant to agree, to say that he liked her only as a friend and that he was glad not to have to look after the kits. That was what he was MEANT to say. But, as it was Milkydew, he didn’t seem to realise he had so obviously got it wrong and correct himself. “No, Milkydew,” she said, her eyes suddenly hardening. “You do not love me; maybe as a sister or daughter but definitely not as a mate. I know that; I’ve seen it in your eyes. You don’t. You can’t. Not with what happened between me and Crueleye.” Seamist couldn’t understand anything. Milkydew was just so complicated. It was so hard to understand him. Seamist looked into Milkydew’s eyes. She really was completely confused this time. And her stomach hurt. Her kits were due soon and it was so sore. But she needed to have this talk with Milkydew. She needed to explain what was going to happen. I’ll get a different mate. He’ll get a different mate. Then it will stop being so confusing...she thought, worriedly. Then she took a deep breath, to calm herself. “Milkydew...I know you don’t love me...Just admit it...please...stop being so d**ned confusing...”

[Shadewing]

Kit - Milkydew the more confused than Seamist
Time - An hour after Icefur's death and half an hour after his meeting with Destinycall
Words - 275
Muse - Good
Notes - D8 Which b****** told you I didn't love you? I do love you silly head :3 *pounces* That was a bad idea ._.

Milkydew listened to Seamist. Who had told her that he didn't love her? He would get that cat, but he thought for a moment, her mind was thinking that he didn't love her. Everone makes mistakes... I just need to tell Seamist that I do love her... But... Argh... Destinycall... Seamist... Destiny... Seamist... I CAN'T MAKE MY MIND UP! His brian felt as if it was about to expolode with all this thinking.

"Seamist... Everyone makes mistakes... Even I have, we all have, yours was just... Worse..." Milkydew said, nuzzling Seamist. "I could never love you as a sister or a daughter, I love you as one cat would do to another..." Seamist seemed at unease. Where her kits due soon?

"Seamist... I love you so much, and I could never love anyone else as I love you..." Milkydew continued. "At first, I felt betrayed, and angry, and I thought that why would you think that I didn't love you? At first,when you became an apprentice, I thought you were just following me around because you were a fangirl or something, and it took me a long time to realise I love you... And I'm sorry Seamist... I should have told you..."

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[bg=33ccff][cs=7] Who: Seamist is very sore When: An hour after Milkydew comes back Word Count: 166 Notes: OWW IT'S SORE ;-; Seamist looked up at Milkydew, and felt tears coming to her eyes. He...he..he actually LOVED her. She didn't think that would ever happen. She though she'd wrecked it all for them; but he loved her. "I..I..I love you so much Milkydew," she said between tears. "I can't even begin to imagine life without you. It would be so horrible..." "I love you, Milkyde- Oh StarClan." Seamist curled herself up into a ball. "It's so sore...Milkydew make it stop...Milkydew...I love you..." Seamist let out a horrible cry, as a spasm rippled through her body. "Ooooow!" She tried to curl up again, but her body rippled in a bigger spasm. "Milkydew...The...Kits...Are....Coming....Get...DEADPAW!" She squirmed on the floor; there were two thoughts running through her mind. The first was 'The pain, oh, the paaaaaaain' as she hurt more and more. The second was,'Oh great. My first kittting, and it's a MALE medicine cat. Perfect. Just absolutely perfect.' However, the first thought was more dominant; she was in so much pain.

[Shadewing]

Kit - Milkydew the 'Oh-noes!' and Deadpaw the unready
Words - 177 ;;
Muse - I dunno. With two cats it should be better so =P
Notes - Oh noes she's having her babies o____o

Milkydew saw Seamists pain, he rushed to the medicine cat den, leaping over Icefur's cold body, and crashing into Deadpaw. Deadpaw looked up, surprised. Milkydew was panting, and he could hear cries of agony outside. He did not need to know everything. SEamist was in kit bare.

'd**nit Icefur... Why couldn't you be here to do this?!' He thought as he raced to Seamist's side. A list of herbs ran through his mind. "Poppy seeds... Err... What else... Errr... Thyme!" He said rushing back and getting the two different medicines. He gently held the Thyme near to Seamist's mouth. "Come on, it'll help the pain..." He mewed, then pushing the poppu seeds closer.

Milkydew paced back and forth, watching SEamist in agony. He couldn't bear to watch, it hurt him so much.

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[bg=000000][cs=7] Kit: Waterpelt the startled When: Just after Seamist falls down Words: 129 Notes: OMGOMGOMGOMG =ooo Waterpelt was lying blissfully on the ground, enjoying the evening and drinking in the cool scents with much pleasure. She may need to go hunting soon so she wanted to have a bit of a rest. Suddenly, from somewhere, her sharp ears picked up a yowl of another Riverclan warrior. She got to her paws and set off to find the source of the noise. "H-hey!" The startled cry of a warrior rung out near Seamist. A blue-black Norweigan Forest Cat bounded towards the couple. "Great Starclan! What's HAPPENING?" Waterpelt stared at Seamist and placed a paw gently on her back as she lay writhing on the ground. "She's having her KITS?!" She exclaimed. She turned to Milkydew. "Don't just stand there! Get Deadpaw!"

[Shadewing]

[bg=33ccff][cs=7] Who: Seamist is still sore When: An hour and a bit after Milkydew comes back Word Count: 166 Notes: YOU GUYS ARE SO AWESOME~ OW STILL HURTS THOUGH ;-; Seamist reached up her head and bit off a bit of thyme. She chewed it slowly, but it was hard as she kept shaking. Finally she had all the thyme chewed up, and she felt less pain. “Milkydew...Waterpelt...You two are so awesome...Thanks for being here and stuff...Deadpaw...Thank you for the thyme just now...But maybe you could instruct me on what to do from, I don’t know, behind a bush? Because...Well...Um...It’s a bit embarrassing having a male medicine cat when you’re kitting and stuff...” she trailed, off, feeling really embarrassed. She could feel her spasms getting stronger; they didn’t hurt, but it was a bit shocking seeing her body move without her controlling it. “Um, so Deadpaw,” she said in between the spasms. “Can you go behind that bush and tell me when to push? Please?” She looked at him, her eyes pleading. Then she turned her gaze onto Milkydew and smiled. “Don’t worry Milkydew... I promise I’ll be alright. Really. I will.” She smiled at him lovingly. “Everything will be OK.”

[Shadewing]

Kits - Milkydew the scared for Seamist and Dadpaw the 'I can't go behind a bush o.o'
Words - 182
Muse - Fair
Notes - If I go behind a bush I can't kind of watch what is happening and I can't see and if you start to die MILKY AND WATER AIN'T GONNA SAVE YOU DDD:

Deadpaw looked at Seamist. "If I go behind a bush, you may die. I'm not having a Starclan d**ned second cat dieing on this day. No, I refuse!" Deadpaw said. "When you were born, your mother had a male medicine cat and a she-cat apprentice. She did not care. She just cared for her kits. Icefur told me that." Deadpaw said.

Milkydew sat down, and wrapped his tail around Seamist. "You can do this Seamist! I know you can!" He mewed gently, licking her head. Deadpaw was encouraging Seamist to push harder, and other cats had gathered, whilst Deadpaw was trying to shoo them and stll keep an eye on Seamist. He would not let another cat die.

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[bg=33ccff][cs=7] Who: Seamist is still sore When: An hour and a bit after Milkydew comes back Word Count: 349 :3 Notes: Fine Deadpaw, BE THA- oh, there's my first kit and another and another and another and yet another....HOW MANY ARE THERE? "Ok, fine," Seamist grumbled. "But, still maybe you could look away? Maybe? It's ju-" Seamist was cut off as the biggest spasm yet rippled through her body. She heard several cats yelling at her to push - so she did. She pushed as if her life depended on it. My kits...she thought. My kits...I've got to save them. They're coming... Seamist pushed and pushed, and finally the first kit popped out. He was a big kit; hopefully the biggest of the litter. He'd taken quite a few big pushes to get him out. He was gorgeous; a light brown tabby with blue eyes. Seamist took a deep breath. "Push again!" another cat yelled at her. She didn't know who is was but she did as she was told. Soon, another kit was out. Smaller than the first, but still quite big. He was black, except for his belly, chest, ear tips and tail tips; he had stripes down his flanks and his eyes were blue. Another deep breath, and suddenly Seamist was told to push again. This next kit was a she-kit; flame orange, with darker orange tabby stripes. Her eyes were a blue and she squirmed slightly. She was smaller than the black kit and the brown kit. Seamist looked at her happily, relieved she at least had one daughter. "Push Seamist, dang it!" What? More? Surely three kits was enough. The thyme was beginning to wear off. How long would this last? The next kit was another she-kit, Seamist noticed happily. She was pure white with darker spots and her eyes were a gorgeous sea-green. "OK, Seamist, here's the last one! Push!" Five kits. How was she ever going to handle them all? At least she'd have Milkydew's support. If he'd not been there to help her, then she didn't know what to do. The last kit was extremely small. He was another tom, with grey and white splotched pelt and slightly darker thin grey tabby stripes. His eyes were a green-blue. "It's over. That's all the kits." Hearing that, Seamist smiled, and drifted off into unconsciousness.

[Shadewing]

Kits - Deadpaw the relieved and Milkydew the also relieved
Words - 306
Time - A few seconds after the birth
Weather - It's sunny OMG
Notes - FIVE BABIES?! HOLY mousedung

Deadpaw got Waterpelt to lick the first kit, two other cats for the next two, and Milkydew for the last two. Deadpaw placed his paw on Seamist's forehead. He flicked his tail over at two warriors, and they picked her up between them. Then, the four cats, plus DEadpaw, picked up the kits and took them into the nursery. They squirmed and squealed like little wriggly things.

As Deadpaw, Milkydew and the others placed down the kits, Milkydew pushed them all towards their mother's stomach. He smiled as the black and white tom latched on, suckling happily, followed by the brown kit, then the other three.

He nuzzled Seamist. "You did great... You have five beautiful kits... But why are they different colours?" Milkydew looked at them, deciding a name for each of them. "The brown kit... Mudkit... Thenn that little black and white one can be moonkit, the orange one, Sunkit... The other two... I think I'll leave thaat for Seamist..." He purred gently, watching the kits struggle and squirm, pushing each other out of the way for the prescious milk from Seamist.

Deadpaw came in with more herbs to help Seamist with her milk. He crunched them up, placing them in Seamist's mouth and massaging her throat until they went down. The little bron kit, Mudkit, had been pushed out of the way by his two brothers and sisters. He went off in a huff, crashing into his fathers legs, mewled loudly.

Milkydew grinned, picking up Mudkit, and placing him back next to his mother. He had five kits, and Starclan knows how many in Destinycall's litter.

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[bg=000000][cs=7] Kit: Waterpelt the relieved and amused Words: 137 Notes: ADORABLE KAWAII SQUEEE <333 Waterpelt had licked her kit clean and had brought it with the other warriors plus med cat to the nursery. Now she watched Mudkit get lifted back to her mother by her father. Waterpelt was confused. Hadn't she heard Milkydew wi... Her trail of thoughts was disrupted as Moonkit was now rolled back and squeaked loudly upon landing near one of Waterpelt's long furred blue-black front paws. She licked it's head lightly and it calmed down. She lifted it back to it's littermates and then sat down near Seamist, one paw resting gently on her back, her very pink tongue licking her head. "Congratulations, Seamist." She purred. "I love your litter." She began to drift off in thought again so she got up and sat near Milkydew in case she disturbed Seamist.